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idk some vent art again lol i wanted to draw something before leaving for the Trip tomorrow so!!!!!! i drew this in 1 night....... evening........... its 12 am i want to sleep to be honest.... i noticed i tend to draw deer or leen when im sad? nice
uAAAFHFGHHHHHH i dont have. anyone else to talk to so im gonna dump my feelings here to get Some Sense of Hey someone heard me
ever since the new schoolyear started i've been more stressed because there's been more work 2 do and honestly it's okay i'm kinda learning to deal with it so..... like theres still the panic i feel sometimes but i'm happy it's gotten less....!!!!! but yeah everyone around me seems to be Just better? i feel really worthless and i beat myself up over everything and all my thoughts have been really negative even if i try to correct them i still keep telling myself that i'm awful and that i don't deserve anything and it's not nice u know.......... and my best friend who i've been friends with for like.... a solid 6? 7? years now...... well because of our new classes we dont Sit next to eachother anymore because we have totally different subjects and she's just. she's awesome and the reason i had more friends the last years is becasue i hang around her and she just naturally Appeals 2 people i suppose but now she talks to me a lot less and we used to be super close but now she's made new friends and another girl has become a lot A much bigger friend to her because i suppose they've got like.... more similar interests..... and like she just... stopped sharing things with me.... and it's upsetting because i feel like i've got no one in my life i can relate to and i just feel really alone and distant from everyone and i'm just sad. and i really hope it's a temporary phase but yeah.... i have a hard time getting close to people because I haven't done it in??? so long??? because i was super content with just her as a friend????????? and i feel like everyone thinks i'm weird and they ignore me but like it's not like i even want to be friends with them!!!! there's just Literally No one!!!! No one!!!!!!!!! No one who likes me and no one who i like .... i just feel worthless being so unlikable honestly ................. but. YEAH i just wanted to write this down somewhere so.... like.................. thats it my friends Enjoy u just unlocked new information about me awesome i hope no one i know In real life reads this though also i'm really happy with how the picture turned out so thats 1(one) nice thing
you guys are really nice man i don't know what i'd be doing without you ;__;
i can't reply to the comments yet but i will as soon as i get back.......
uAAAFHFGHHHHHH i dont have. anyone else to talk to so im gonna dump my feelings here to get Some Sense of Hey someone heard me
ever since the new schoolyear started i've been more stressed because there's been more work 2 do and honestly it's okay i'm kinda learning to deal with it so..... like theres still the panic i feel sometimes but i'm happy it's gotten less....!!!!! but yeah everyone around me seems to be Just better? i feel really worthless and i beat myself up over everything and all my thoughts have been really negative even if i try to correct them i still keep telling myself that i'm awful and that i don't deserve anything and it's not nice u know.......... and my best friend who i've been friends with for like.... a solid 6? 7? years now...... well because of our new classes we dont Sit next to eachother anymore because we have totally different subjects and she's just. she's awesome and the reason i had more friends the last years is becasue i hang around her and she just naturally Appeals 2 people i suppose but now she talks to me a lot less and we used to be super close but now she's made new friends and another girl has become a lot A much bigger friend to her because i suppose they've got like.... more similar interests..... and like she just... stopped sharing things with me.... and it's upsetting because i feel like i've got no one in my life i can relate to and i just feel really alone and distant from everyone and i'm just sad. and i really hope it's a temporary phase but yeah.... i have a hard time getting close to people because I haven't done it in??? so long??? because i was super content with just her as a friend????????? and i feel like everyone thinks i'm weird and they ignore me but like it's not like i even want to be friends with them!!!! there's just Literally No one!!!! No one!!!!!!!!! No one who likes me and no one who i like .... i just feel worthless being so unlikable honestly ................. but. YEAH i just wanted to write this down somewhere so.... like.................. thats it my friends Enjoy u just unlocked new information about me awesome i hope no one i know In real life reads this though also i'm really happy with how the picture turned out so thats 1(one) nice thing
you guys are really nice man i don't know what i'd be doing without you ;__;
i can't reply to the comments yet but i will as soon as i get back....... Image size
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if someone would really give up on your friendship so easily, or drop it so quickly, that is not the kind of loyal friend worth valuing- I mean, for top spot specifically! She may have *been* your best friend, but now that she's fading away, it leaves room for a new, even BETTER best friend B) friendships are strange though. sometimes it takes JUST the right conversation to spark a forever friendship, and until then people don't know you enough to try befriending you, or vice-versa! both of my very best friends I knew for like... 5 years before we even realized we would be good friends lol Like I thought one was a girly girl, and the other was a military geek, psssht! I was so wrong about 'em both! Years later, we get on the topic of video games and music and art, and BAM- BEST FRIEND STATUS ACTIVATED 08<< Point is, be yourself and be true to what you believe and enjoy! start odd conversations, be weird if that's what you are- because chances are, someone will overhear you and think "that's just the kind of person I've been hoping to meet!" :'D chances are people don't like you yet because they don't know you yet!!
you're of the sweetest artists I've ever met, so I'd be really sad if you gave up on friendship because people as cool as you deserve other nice people in their lives <3 I'm sure you'll find someone who will like you a whole lot for how you really are, and be tons of fun to hang out with and talk to!! I'll be crossing my fingers you'll meet that kind of person soon!! ;_;
also, this picture is friggin' gorgeous, just btw >O<
you're of the sweetest artists I've ever met, so I'd be really sad if you gave up on friendship because people as cool as you deserve other nice people in their lives <3 I'm sure you'll find someone who will like you a whole lot for how you really are, and be tons of fun to hang out with and talk to!! I'll be crossing my fingers you'll meet that kind of person soon!! ;_;
also, this picture is friggin' gorgeous, just btw >O<